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Mar. 6th, 2011

Firework!

music: Katy Perry- Firework

Here i am blogging again after been on hiatus for a long time! Maybe i'll go on hiatus-ing after writing up this blog entry! LOL. Okay, so what made me blog? Well well.. I think it's because i've been listening to too much of Katy Perry's Firework! I love this song a lot! It just makes me feel so strong, energetic & fiery! Hahaha. Maybe because i've been in a not-so-good mood lately. I don't know whether it's because of my friends again!? But whatever it is, i'm sick & tired of talking/writing about them here! Nothing can change the fact that i've this kind of friends. I love the music video too! It shows how strong we can be no matter what obstacles we are facing or having, as long as we have the heart to do it, we'll be able to make it! =D

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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

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" You don't have to feel like a waste of space. You're original, cannot be replaced."
- quote this from the lyrics! Like this part the most! (=

P.S. Remember to be strong no matter what happens!

Okays, i'm so gonna blast this music over and over again!

P.P.S At the same time, study for my Geography test! -.-''' Haha

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Jan. 3rd, 2011

BYE 2010, HELLO 2011!!

Well.. well.. The first sentence that i'm going to write is: '' I don't know how to start this blog entry. '' LOL. Started off writing my goodbye blog entry since year 2009 & now, here i am to write my goodbye blog entry for year 2010. I don't know how to start off by writing all the events that took place from the start of Year 2010. I guess no one is interested to read about it & i can't remember most of it LOL! Haha! Year 2010 was not a very good year for me but at least slightly better compared to what i've been through in year 2009. Again & again, my friends are always making me feel so frustrated. Haiz.. Sometimes i really hate them so much! You people really made me question myself a lot.. What is the meaning of 'friends'???

Is it true that when all friends meet new friends, they will ditch their old ones aside. I don't mind if new friends join me, but why are you always leaving me out? What's the point of telling your so much when at the very end, you people will just forget everything?? Hahs, so much for being your best friend in the past. I think you have completely forgotten about everything. Every now and then, your attention is only on them! You even want to poke your nose into everything they are doing.

Ya! I admit! I do get jealous & upset at times but no one will care mahh.. What must i even feel so upset?!?! Now that those 2 friends left you & still contact you, it really bothers me a lot even though i never responded or said anything and i have to see myself in that state! Just because they have some good ''advantages'', you'll start sucking up to them!? Those 2 friends are separated from each other and this friend already start to show her true self. Like what i mentioned earlier, she can't act sociable without the presence of you. She's now left all alone in a classroom with many unknown new classmates and all she could do is to message you all day long and tell you how's her plight in that school! Hahs, really ridiculous & useless.

Of course on her facebook she wrote that her college is boring. The reason is because she don't want to mix around with others, only want to cling on to her past & stick with her same old friends! @_@ Get a life lahh! Everyone has to move on sooner or later. I know that this year i will be taking my 'O' Levels & i already accept the fact that i'm leaving everything behind once i step out of that bloody school! What for i bother to look back when it has brought me lots of unpleasant memories? Why cling onto it?? From the day these 2 friends of mine ( i don't know whether they still mean friends to me) left, i never thought of contacting them except for the fact that i have to face them during the 'O' Levels Maths result day. I'm glad it's over! I swear that day will definitely be the last day/time i'll be seeing them! Irks me so much!

I think i better stop writing about my friends here! I'm writing this new year post and it seems that i'm diverting or contradicting myself away from it. This post should be a happy post for me where i will look forward to everything that will happen in Year 2011. Well.. Forget it.. I'll just continue writing my Year 2011 post! Forget about those 2 ~~dog~~ unscrupulous friends!

Year 2011 will be a very tedious year for me where/when i'll be taking my 'O' Levels which is much more of a higher standard than 'N' Levels. Even almost every of my subject teachers stress that this year we have to work extremely hard. Supplementary lessons started and piles of homework are given, i should complete it on time. I tried to study before the reopening of school, and it was just as tough as a kid trying to find her motivation to start studying for her very first primary school subject. As i'm a night person, i tend to do my work at night. It's really very refreshing to think a lot during the night. Therefore, i started studying for 3 to 4 hours during the first week of school till this Wednesday. LOL, i still can remember it clearly! Mostly studied English & Social Studies and it's really a waste of time to only study for this 2 subjects for 2 weeks! I should not have been lazy. I could have studied/practised my Maths, Science & Chinese which i hate the most but whatever it is, i have to do it for the sake of my own future. I just hope i could be more organised when it comes to studies for this whole year and also have a better (study) time management.

I've nothing much to write here except for my studies. Each time my teachers talk about 'O' Levels, i will feel very pressurizing & yet i'm doing/studying lesser than expected. Perhaps i should not stress myself too much since it's just the start of the year?? But if i don't start my ''engine'' now, when will i ever do so?? I've set my targets for 'O' Levels and i intend to score between 12 to 15 points. This may be a good thing for me as i've started setting my targets and also helps me to work harder to achieve my goals. I have to keep telling myself that someday i will improve and prove to my ~~dog~~ friend that i'm not eligible for higher nitec!

Lastly, before i end my post here, i hope this year would be a good year for me. I should also try not to be so emotional at times. I have a goal to achieve! =DDD Good luck to me!!!

& dog friends out there! Your sucks! Bye 2010! Gonna forget you completely! !$%^&*@

Jan. 1st, 2011

A Peek Into My Latest Collection!

Yupp! This is what i have for my current/new collection! Cute notebooks, note pads, organizers, travel wallet, stamps + ink pads, cute pen cases, vintage & european stickers! Well well.. That’s not all! I still have more to come! =DD It looks childish when i’m still collecting stamps but it’s one of my favourite hobbies when i was young! I love to use stamps to decorate cards or if not keep it for my own use! Hahs, think it has become a habit for me to collect stamps since i’ve found ‘welovezakka’!

Now that i’ve a few more items to arrive, i wonder if there will be enough spaces for me to keep all my collection! Can’t afford to misplace or give them away as it has become a nearly complete collection for me! I hope i don’t sound like i’m bragging here!

Till then!

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My 2011 Resolutions

Before i have my lunch & watch ‘Cinderella Man’, i’m gonna update on my ‘Year 2011 Resolutions’ I have not really thought of what i want for year 2011, but i’ll just update a few! (=

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* Do well for ‘O’ LEVELS.
* Further improve my maths & science.
* Grow taller!
* Latest Korean idols files ; SNSD, U-KISS & 4MINUTE! Maybe BEAST too! =DD

* ~~Some~~ more DVDS :
- ‘I GIVE MY FIRST LOVE TO YOU’ (2009)
- ‘MARRY STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT’ / ‘MARRY ME, MARY’ (2010)
- ‘MY BOYFRIEND IS BLOOD TYPE B’ (2004)
- ‘BOYS OVER FLOWERS’ (2009)
- ‘MY GIRLFRIEND IS A NINE-TAILED FOX’ (2010)

* Shop less —> Save more $$$
* Lose weight!
* Better Complexion
* After ‘O’ Levels —> Part time job —> More income —> Buy own iTouch!

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That’s all for now! =D

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My 2010 Resolutions

Since it’s coming to an end for Year 2010, i’m going to reveal my ‘2010 Resolutions’ once again & see how much i’ve completed/done/fulfilled! So here goes:

** Buy/Collect more korean items: SNSD, KARA, BEAST, AFTER SCHOOL, U-Kiss & maybe 4minute.
** Buy one more brown handbag/slingbag
** Score well for N lvl.
** Grow even taller! (Provided i’m willingly to exercise)
** Stop grumbling about life.
** Try not to sleep in class.
** Improve my science and maths.
** Able to spare some free time to meet my primary school friends.
** Lose at least 2 to 3 kgs!
** Compete with others. Well.. It’s the first time i’ll be doing this.
** Buy more dresses! *Hehes**
** A better complexion.
** Be wiser!
** Never to bother about those stupid/childish/immature and whatever you name it people.
** Make no more resolutions. hahas
** Buy more DVDs!
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! Buy more korean items; SNSD, KARA, BEAST, AFTER SCHOOL, U-KISS & 4MINUTE - Well.. I did buy some SNSD (the most) , U-KISS’ old version file & 4minute’s old version file. Never got to buy the latest version of SNSD, U-KISS & 4MINUTE.

! Buy ONE more brown handbag/slingbag. - I think i have enough of bags, so buying additional brown bag is a waste of money.

! Grow even taller! - I never even grew a CM taller this year! Blame it on myself for eating too much without exercising! Hahas!

! Score well for ‘N’ Level. - Didn’t get the expected points i wanted but i’m glad that i’ve made it to sec.5! (=

! Stop grumbling about life. - I’ve already stopped that since i wrote out my ‘2010 Resolutions’! Hahas.. Except for the fact that i still grumble about my friends! )=

! Try not to sleep in class. - Made a slight improvement in it!

! Improve my Maths & Science. - Improved my science by a grade or 2 higher except that my maths got a bit ”unbalanced” at times! LOL.

! Able to spare some free time to meet my primary school friends. - I only met 1 of my primary school friend for a gym session. Chat with another PSchool friend on the phone regarding part time jobs?! (Yes, it’s true!) Found some of my primary school friends on facebook but haven’t had the time the meet them! )= We all were busy! We still communicate with each other via social networking!

! Lose at least 2 to 3 KGs! - Well well.. I did not lose any weight. Instead, i kept on gaining!

! Compete with others. - It’s pointless ‘cos i must be capable enough to do so! My friends are all taking up the ”first prize”! I shall not be disappointed! Instead, i will do better to improve myself! (=

! Buy more dresses! - At the beginning, i did purchase a few dresses online but it was only temporary as i realised that i don’t necessarily need them, i just want to own them. I should say that i have more than enough dresses now!

! A better complexion. - My complexion did improve a lot compared to the past few years. I’m still having pimples breakout! )=

! Be wiser! - No comment..

! Never to bother about those stupid/childish/immature & whatever you name it people. - This resolution was not needed at all! Hahas, I’ve always ignored these type of people although i bear grudges towards them for a while! LOL!

! Make no more resolutions! - I did achieve most of them & i think that i’ve a few more resolutions to make for Year 2011!

! Buy more DVDs! - I did buy at least 8 to 9 DVDs this year! All for the sake of watching it after my ‘N’ Levels! I’m almost done with the last DVD! Ahahahas! =D

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Looking at the way i wrote my comments, i think i’ve fulfilled most of them! Feeling quite accomplished right now! LOLS! Gonna update my ‘Year 2011 Resolutions’ soon! Don’t think it’ll be more than what i’ve wrote for this year! Hahaha! =DD

Extracted from my tumblr! Haha, i'm just too lazy to come up with newer entries for my LiveJournal! I will be updating some new entries which is also from my tumblr! Keep a lookout! =DD

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'I Give My First Love To You'

A Japanese movie that i’ve found while reading a blogger’s blog. The title of this movie is called ‘Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu’ / ‘I Give My First Love To You’ . From what i’ve read from this blogger, this movie is very sad compared to ‘Sky of Love’. OMG! I love sad movies so i’m confirm watching it!

I’ve always love watching sad movies mainly because the actors are able to bring out their emotions perfectly that touch the hearts of the viewers. Been able to feel or be part of this movie just makes us understand more about the story & the roles they play. Guess i could also say some sad love movies other than the Japanese ones are influential??

There are so many different kinds of love stories in this world but how many kind of love can make us truly cherish our love ones? From watching many sad movies of different genres, i’ve definitely learn something out of it. Not all sad movies are boring, you just have to keep watching to understand them! (=

Back to the main point! Speaking of love stories, here’s the plot of ‘I Give My First Love To You’! :

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Takuma, a boy who is told he will die before he’s 20, and Mayu, a girl who is in love with him…

The story begins when they are little kids. Mayu, whose father is a doctor, meets Takuma, who is hospitalized in her father’s workplace. They develop feelings for each other, but Mayu learns of Takuma’s grave illness and that he will die before he turns 20. The distraught children make one promise for an uncertain future.

Time passes, and the girl becomes a young woman, and the boy, a young man. Mayu continues to support and love Takuma. On the other hand, Takuma, who knows his days are numbered, pushes away his feelings for Mayu and distances himself from her. He cannot stand to see her cry or hurt her more than he already has. Then Mayu meets another man who has feelings for her, and Takuma meets a woman who has the same illness, and their feelings for each other begin to waver.

Misunderstandings, unsaid thoughts, the frustrations and changing of youth… What will become of their love while the clock keeps ticking away in Takuma’s life?

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Sad end...

Been one of the 45/100++ students who made it to secondary five next year, i’m really very grateful towards god & also delighted with my results although i did felt disappointed for not scoring the points i wanted. It’s alright, as long as i can make it to sec. 5, i’ll make it an opportunity to do even better & also further improve my studies.

Having to witness such a dramatic event where some of the students teared for joy while others teared because they could not make it, just makes me feel so horrible. Eventually, i’m glad they had their thoughts sorted out knowing that it’s not the end at the place where they are going to be. Wherever they go, there’s sure an ”exit” to leave. I’m sure one day they’ll be able to find & walk out of this ”exit” bravely & look forward to their lives pessimistically in the future.

Haiz.. I’ve always hated this 2 friends of mine but it’s only today that i’ve stopped hating them. If i never let go of my hatred, i’ll never get to look on the bright side. Frankly speaking, i’ve always hated them for jeopardising my friendship with my used-to-be close friend but seeing them leaving the school so quietly & sadly, it just makes me feel so horrible & kinda guilty. Afterall, we’ve known each other for 4 years.. They just left the school quietly without telling us & when we saw them heading towards their bus stop, they never turned back.. )= It felt as if they were leaving for good! )=

As i’m not that close of a friend to them, i don’t think i will be seeing them again except for my other friend who don’t mind ”pangseh-ing” me to be with them. Nevermind, let them be together for all they like & hope they will cherish every chance if they were to meet again. (:

Hope my other classmates will be fine too! (= A class that have been together for 2 years tried every ways to bond our relationships together. It may be broken now but one day, we’ll reunite again…

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welovezakka!

Yes! It’s ‘WE I LOVE ZAKKA!’ HAHAHA! Let me begin on how did i find out about ‘welovezakka’. Well well.. I was google-ing for some online shop items & happened to find this website recommending various types of online shopping sites. Whether it’s selling apparels, accessories or stationeries, they have it all! So after i’m done with browsing through all the recommended online shops, i took my visit to ‘welovezakka’. Much to my surprise, they sell lots of stationeries like travel wallets, pouches & bags, stamps which is my utmost favourite ”play” , notebooks/notepads, organizers, unique stationeries & many more!

Their items are very unique, cute & at an affordable rate too! If i’m not wrong, their items are imported from Korea, China & Japan! You’ll just have to keep browsing/looking to find out your unique preferences! =D Especially love the designs found in some of the notebooks/orgranizers!

When it comes to travelling, we can’t possibly stuff everything in our lugguage! That’s when the mini suitcase comes in handy! We can place our cosmetics products or electronic gadgets in it! This helps to keep our items more organized & also not misplaced it! Wow.. Come to think of it! I really need one soon! Too bad the colour i want is no longer in stock! )= Nevermind, i’m sure there’ll be other better designs that i will like!

Looks like i will not stop visiting ‘welovezakka’! There’s a lot more items i have/want to buy! Items that went ‘OOS’, i’m gonna make up for the ”lost” by buying newer & better designs from there! Wahahas! =D

Btw, i’m not advertising or recommending for this online shop! I just love it so much that i want to share it here! =DD

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Nov. 13th, 2010

My Tumblr

http://icyhappiness.tumblr.com

My second "Twitter"!
P.S. I will (still) update my LiveJournal! (=

Nov. 6th, 2010

Give me 4minute (s) !!!

As some of you people may know that i'm a crazy korean fanatic, but actually i'm not really one! Hahas! I just love to listen to their catchy songs and watch their comedy films & television series. There are times when we really need a good laugh! =D So what am i most crazy about? Well.. It's a korean female band called 4minute! Out of all the korean female & male bands i've listened to, 4minute is my most favourable one! (= I love their cool, fierce and sexy concept and also not forgetting their amazing vocals. Here's one of their songs i always listen to:

Hm Hm Volume up
The moment you've all been waiting for
Attention everybody in this corner from the Cube
Ha ha show me

Say humph (huh huh, huh huh)
Say humph (huh huh, huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
Nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae (huh huh, huh huh)

Naega TVe naogo sipda hamyeon (wae? wae?)
Jomdeo yeppeojigo sipda hamyeon (wae? wae?)
Modu da an doendagoman malhae What you do
Utgiji ma naneun nae mamdaero (uh huh, uh huh)

Nae saenggakbodan (nae saenggakbodan)
Jakku gateun geol barae (ttokgateun geotman barae)
Modu da naegeseo gateun moseumman barae Plz leave me
Baby you are kidding me!
Huh huh huh huh huh huh huh

I wanna be on magazine
Modu mamdaero in ma scene
Chingaling chingaling chingaling hai
Work it work it work it out

Ireon jeoreon maldeul da ijeobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Da gateun kkum jiwobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
Nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae
Nuguboda naega naega I'm on the top
Igeot jeogeot jakku tto sikiji ma huh huh huh huh
Nal bakkuryeogo haji ma huh huh huh huh huh
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
Nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae
Nuguboda naega naega I'm on the top

Naega jjarbeun chimareul ibeumyeon (no oh, no oh)
Meoril jjarpge jareugo sipda hamyeon (no oh, no oh)
Modu da isanghadago malhae What you do
Utgiji ma naneun nae mamdaero (uh huh, uh huh)

Nae moseupbodan (nae moseupbodan)
Jakku dareun geol barae (je meotdaerodeul malhae)
Modu da maeumdaero nareul bakkuryeogo hae Plz leave me
Baby you are kidding me!
Huh huh huh huh huh huh huh

I am gonna be famous
Ijebuteon dangdanghan Ladies
Chingaling chingaling chingaling hai
Work it work it work it out

Ireon jeoreon maldeul da ijeobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Da gateun kkum jiwobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh) nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae
Nuguboda naega naega I'm on the top

Keep it ma way U can't touch us nal kkeokkeuryeo hadaga neon dachyeo
Real musiceuro mujanghan Young ladies sunjinhan pyojeongeun neol wihan Ma fake skill
Oh, oh beolsseo sumeobeoryeonni deo kkokkkok sumeora meorikarak boilla
Ireon nal gamdanghal su itgenni huh? ajik boyeojulge sandeomiya huh!

Ireon jeoreon maldeul da ijeobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Da gateun kkum jiwobeoryeo (huh huh huh huh)
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
Nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae
Nuguboda naega naega I'm on the top
Igeot jeogeot jakku tto sikiji ma huh huh huh huh
Nal bakkuryeogo hajima huh huh huh huh huh
Say humph (huh) Say humph (huh)
Nan nae mamdaero nae meotdaero hae
Nuguboda naega naega I'm on the top

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Tomorrow is the celebration of my grandfather's birthday and we have to reach there by 12pm! Gosh! It's damn early! I should be sleeping by now! Updating my blog probably a few weeks later! (=

END.

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